Now i know.

For the longest time, I've been wanting to find that perfect timing to have the chance to straight the records straight with you. However, I've been apprehensive thinking that it might not be a good idea. Until, last night, you texted me what seemed to be an opener for that conversation. Out of nowhere, you told me that you already feel ashamed since you can't return the love that I'm giving you. My hands were shaking while I read your text, but I did not let my emotions overpower me because I know that it is the last thing that situation needs. I asked you if you can't give us another chance, and you explained: you said you are already scared coz you know I am capable of hurting you over and over again. I told you that if ever you really are closing your doors, then it is just right that you let me go. But then again, you said no.