Dear God

Dear God,

Please give me the strength and the wisdom to stay away from him. I don't wanna hurt anymore, I don't wanna long for him anymore. He has hurt me badly and he does not deserve this much of care and love that I have for him. I don't know of any other way to get through this, but to only offer all of these to you. God, I wanna wake up happy coz I can't remember anymore the last time that I did. I feel so alone and lonely. Please God, just take this pain away from me. I don't wanna hurt anymore. I love you

Amen